{"id":17919,"date":"2019-03-27T09:42:27","date_gmt":"2019-03-27T13:42:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=17919"},"modified":"2019-03-27T09:57:34","modified_gmt":"2019-03-27T13:57:34","slug":"a-hidden-wholeness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=17919","title":{"rendered":"A Hidden Wholeness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/0EBbP_N_aGg\" allowfullscreen=\"\"><\/iframe><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Wednesday, March 27, 2019<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As we grow spiritually, we discover that we are not as separate as we thought we were. Separation from God, self, and others was a deep and tragic illusion. As we grow into deeper connection and union, the things that once brought meaning and happiness to our small self no longer satisfy us. We tried to create artificial fullness through many kinds of addictive behavior, but still feel empty and nothing, if we are honest.&nbsp;<em>We need much more nutritious food to feed our Bigger Self<\/em>; mere entertainments, time-fillers, diversions, and distractions will no longer work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At the more mature stages of life, we are even able to allow the painful and the formerly excluded parts to belong to a slowly growing and unified field.&nbsp;This shows itself as a foundational compassion, especially toward all things different from us and those many people who don\u2019t fit society\u2019s standards. If you have forgiven yourself for being imperfect, you can now do it for everybody else too. If you have<strong>&nbsp;<\/strong><em><strong>not<\/strong><\/em><strong>&nbsp;forgiven yourself, I am afraid you will likely pass on your sadness, absurdity, judgment, and futility to others. <\/strong>What comes around goes around.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Many who are judgmental and unforgiving seem to have missed out on the joy and clarity of the first childhood simplicity, perhaps avoided the suffering of the mid-life complexity, and thus lost the great freedom and magnanimity of the second na\u00efvet\u00e9 as well. We need to hold together all of the stages of life, and for some strange, wonderful reason, it all becomes quite \u201csimple\u201d as we approach our later years. The great irony is that we must go through a lot of complexity and disorder (another word for necessary suffering) to return to the second simplicity. <strong>We must go through the pain of disorder to grow up and switch our loyalties from self to God.<\/strong> Most people just try to maintain their initial \u201corder\u201d at all costs, even if it is killing them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As we grow in wisdom, we realize that everything belongs and everything can be received. We see that life and death are not opposites. They do not cancel one another out; neither do goodness and badness. There is now room for everything to belong. A radical, almost nonsensical \u201cokayness\u201d characterizes the mature believer, which is why they are often called \u201choly fools.\u201d We don\u2019t have to deny, dismiss, defy, or ignore reality anymore. What is, is gradually okay. What is, is the greatest of teachers. At the bottom of all reality is always a deep goodness, or what Thomas Merton called \u201ca hidden wholeness.\u201d [1]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wednesday, March 27, 2019 As we grow spiritually, we discover that we are not as separate as we thought we were. Separation from God, self, and others was a deep and tragic illusion. 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