{"id":25278,"date":"2025-05-27T10:11:06","date_gmt":"2025-05-27T14:11:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=25278"},"modified":"2025-05-27T10:17:48","modified_gmt":"2025-05-27T14:17:48","slug":"25278","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=25278","title":{"rendered":"Surprised by Our Shadow"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Brandi Carlile - The Mother (Lyrics)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/cOpbJIJF7bM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Spiritual writer Ruth Haley Barton explores the necessity of doing our shadow work through the story of Moses, who was born into a Hebrew family and raised by the Egyptian pharaoh\u2019s daughter (see Exodus 2:1\u201315).&nbsp;<\/em>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As an outsider both among his own people and among the Egyptians who had raised him, [Moses] probably wrestled every day with issues related to his identity. Should he fit into the environment in which he had been raised and follow the path marked out for him there? Or should he identify with his own people and try to make it by those rules instead?&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We can be fairly certain that Moses developed some pretty good coping mechanisms for dealing with the pain of his situation, as all human beings do. All of us develop ways of adjusting and staying safe in the midst of whatever danger or difficulty is present in our environment\u2026.\u202f&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It appears that one of Moses\u2019 coping mechanisms was to repress his anger since he had nowhere to go with it\u2026. One day his anger\u2014anger that had probably been building for quite a long time\u2014got the best of him and everything exploded\u2026. When he saw an Egyptian abusing a Hebrew, his anger overwhelmed him, and he killed the Egyptian. Then he tried to hide his sin by burying the body in the sand. <strong>This reactive and out-of-control response was a snapshot of Moses\u2019 leadership before solitude.\u202f\u202f&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Barton invites us to consider how silence might help us respond when we are trapped in reactive patterns:&nbsp;<\/em>&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That one glimpse of the destructive power of his raw and unrefined leadership was so frightening to Moses that he fled into solitude\u2026. He said, in effect, \u201cThis part of me, if left as it is, will be no good for anyone.\u201d Yes, he ran because he was afraid of Pharaoh, but <strong>oftentimes it is the fear of being found out or the actual experience of being found out that alerts us to what lies beneath. It actually places us on the path of self-discovery and (hopefully) forces us to do whatever work we need to do to take more responsibility for the dark forces that have propelled our bad behavior<\/strong>\u2026.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There is some behavioral pattern, something unresolved, something out of control enough, something destructive enough, that we say, \u201cI must go into solitude with this.\u201d We thought we had kept it fairly well hidden. We thought we could manage it or at least keep its destructive nature fairly private, but now here it is\u2014out there for all to see\u2014and it is wreaking havoc on our attempts to accomplish something good.\u202f\u202f&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We must not ignore this moment when it comes\u2026. If such a moment comes early on as it did for Moses, thanks be to God\u2026. <strong>If it comes later on\u2014as it does for most of us\u2014then thanks be to God. It means that God is at work, leading us to greater freedom than we have yet known.&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Authenticity<a href=\"https:\/\/substack.com\/@chuckdegroat\"><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/sitwithchuck.substack.com\/p\/authenticity\/comments\"><\/a><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>From Chuck DeGroat<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>True authenticity is <strong>not the loudest voice in the room, nor the most unfiltered confession.<\/strong> It is not the impulse to say whatever we feel, whenever we feel it. That may be catharsis, but it is not always truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Authenticity is quieter than that. Truer. It is the <strong>slow remembering of who you were before the world named you too much or not enough. It is not performance, nor rebellion against performance\u2014it is the shedding of both. It is the alignment of your outer life with your inner essence, the part of you that was whispered into being by God.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Spiritual writer Ruth Haley Barton explores the necessity of doing our shadow work through the story of Moses, who was born into a Hebrew family and raised by the Egyptian pharaoh\u2019s daughter (see Exodus 2:1\u201315).&nbsp;&nbsp; As an outsider both among his own people and among the Egyptians who had raised him, [Moses] probably wrestled every [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25278"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25278"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25278\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25283,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25278\/revisions\/25283"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25278"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25278"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25278"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}