{"id":6485,"date":"2012-03-15T07:01:41","date_gmt":"2012-03-15T15:01:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/wordpress\/?p=6485"},"modified":"2012-03-15T07:55:43","modified_gmt":"2012-03-15T15:55:43","slug":"the-discipline-of-dismay-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=6485","title":{"rendered":"The Discipline of Dismay"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"522\" height=\"355\" src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/naFLe6mHV3w\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>As they followed they were afraid \u2014Mark 10:32<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>At the beginning of our life with Jesus Christ, we were sure we knew<br \/>\nall there was to know about following Him. It was a delight to forsake everything else and to throw ourselves before Him in a fearless statement of love. But now we are not quite so sure. Jesus is far ahead of us and is beginning to seem different and unfamiliar\u2014 \u201cJesus was going before them; and they were amazed\u201d (Mark 10:32).<br \/>\nThere is an aspect of Jesus that chills even a disciple\u2019s heart to its depth and makes his entire spiritual life gasp for air. This unusual Person with His face set \u201clike a flint\u201d (Isaiah 50:7) is walking with great determination ahead of me, and He strikes terror right through me. He no longer seems to be my Counselor and Friend and has a point of view about which I know nothing. All I can do is stand and stare at Him in amazement. At first I was confident that I understood Him, but now I am not so sure. I begin to realize that there is a distance between Jesus and me and I can no longer be intimate with Him. I have no idea where He is going, and the goal has become strangely distant.<br \/>\nJesus Christ had to understand fully every sin and sorrow that human beings could experience, and that is what makes Him seem unfamiliar. When we see this aspect of Him, we realize we really don\u2019t know Him. We don\u2019t recognize even one characteristic of His life, and we don\u2019t know how to begin to follow Him. He is far ahead of us, a Leader who seems totally unfamiliar, and we have no friendship with Him.<br \/>\nThe discipline of dismay is an essential lesson which a disciple must learn. The danger is that we tend to look back on our times of obedience and on our past sacrifices to God in an effort to keep our enthusiasm for Him strong (see Isaiah 1:10-11). But when the darkness of dismay comes, endure until it is over, because out of it will come the ability to follow Jesus truly, which brings inexpressibly wonderful joy.<\/p>\n<p>Journal DJR<br \/>\nGood Morning, Lord,<br \/>\nWow, that devo was pretty depressing &#8230; until the last sentence.   It is true that dawn and a new day come after the dark night.   I tend to try many things to get out of the darkness &#8230; too soon.   Go back to some previous light, or create some of my own light.  It never works out as well as waiting out the natural course of the dark period &#8230; and gaining the perspective of the new light.<\/p>\n<p><em>Here&#8217;s what I had to say about that thru my servant Isaiah. (55)    And although I was speaking thru Isaiah &#8230; about myself &#8230; As you walk with me, this perspective will become more and more yours as well.   Remember,  dont walk by the light of your own fire &#8230; Wait thru the night.  My light will dawn for you and it will be better and brighter<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>The LORD\u2019s Obedient Servant<\/strong><br \/>\n 4 The Sovereign LORD has given me his words of wisdom,<br \/>\n      so that I know how to comfort the weary.<br \/>\n   Morning by morning he wakens me<br \/>\n      and opens my understanding to his will.<br \/>\n 5 The Sovereign LORD has spoken to me,<br \/>\n      and I have listened.<br \/>\n      I have not rebelled or turned away.<br \/>\n 6 I offered my back to those who beat me<br \/>\n      and my cheeks to those who pulled out my beard.<br \/>\n   I did not hide my face<br \/>\n      from mockery and spitting.<\/p>\n<p> 7 Because the Sovereign LORD helps me,<br \/>\n      I will not be disgraced.<br \/>\n   Therefore, I have set my face like a stone,<br \/>\n      determined to do his will.<br \/>\n      And I know that I will not be put to shame.<br \/>\n 8 He who gives me justice is near.<br \/>\n      Who will dare to bring charges against me now?<br \/>\n   Where are my accusers?<br \/>\n      Let them appear!<br \/>\n 9 See, the Sovereign LORD is on my side!<br \/>\n      Who will declare me guilty?<br \/>\n   All my enemies will be destroyed<br \/>\n      like old clothes that have been eaten by moths!<\/p>\n<p> 10 Who among you fears the LORD<br \/>\n      and obeys his servant?<br \/>\n   If you are walking in darkness,<br \/>\n      without a ray of light,<br \/>\n   trust in the LORD<br \/>\n      and rely on your God.<br \/>\n 11 But watch out, you who live in your own light<br \/>\n      and warm yourselves by your own fires.<br \/>\n   This is the reward you will receive from me:<br \/>\n      You will soon fall down in great torment. <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; As they followed they were afraid \u2014Mark 10:32 At the beginning of our life with Jesus Christ, we were sure we knew all there was to know about following Him. 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