{"id":20216,"date":"2021-06-02T09:39:09","date_gmt":"2021-06-02T13:39:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=20216"},"modified":"2021-06-02T09:39:09","modified_gmt":"2021-06-02T13:39:09","slug":"an-evolving-faith-includes-doubt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/co2mannatoday.com\/?p=20216","title":{"rendered":"An Evolving Faith Includes Doubt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/rwIBU8OKE0Q\" title=\"YouTube video player\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen=\"\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n<p><em>In my mind, one of the markers of an evolving faith is an ability to integrate doubt\u2014to hold the tension between what we\u2019ve been taught and what we\u2019ve come to know as true. When grounded in an experience of Love, doubt does not represent a step backwards, but is a necessary condition for any movement forward. CAC teacher Brian McLaren speaks of his personal journey with doubt as the essential ingredient in the evolution of his faith from \u201corthodoxy\u201d or right belief to \u201corthopraxy\u201d or right way of life. <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Before doubt, I thought that faith was a matter of correct beliefs. My religious teachers taught me so: that if I didn\u2019t hold the right beliefs, or at least say that I held them, I would be excommunicated from my community, and perhaps, after death, from God\u2019s presence. They taught me this not to be cruel but because they themselves had been taught the same thing, and they were working hard, sometimes desperately, to be faithful to the rules as they understood them. I tried to do the same, and I would still be doing so today if not for doubt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doubt chipped away at those beliefs, one agonizing blow at a time, revealing that what actually mattered wasn\u2019t the point of beliefs but the clear window of faith, faith as a life orientation, faith as a framework of values and spirituality, faith as a commitment to live into a deep vision of what life can be, faith as a way of life, faith expressing itself in love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For all those years, when I said, \u201cI believe,\u201d\nI thought I understood what I was doing. But more was going on, so much more. .\n. .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Looking back, I now see that underneath\narguments about what I believed to be true <em>factually<\/em>,\nsomething deeper and truer was happening <em>actually.\n<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For example, whether or not the creation story happened <em>factually <\/em>as described in Genesis, I was committing myself to live in the world as if it <em>actually <\/em>were a precious, beautiful, meaningful creation, and as if I were too. . . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>What mattered most was not that I <em>believed<\/em> the stories in a factual sense, but that I <em>believed in <\/em>the meaning they carried so I could act upon that meaning and embody it in my life, to let that meaning breathe in me, animate me, fill me. . . . Whether I considered the stories factually accurate was never the point; what actually mattered all along was whether I lived a life pregnant with the meaning those stories contained. To my surprise, when I was given permission to doubt the factuality of my beliefs, I discovered their actual life-giving purpose. . . .<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doubt need not be the death of faith. It can be, instead, the birth of a new kind of faith, a faith beyond beliefs, a faith that expresses itself in love, a deepening and expanding faith that can save your life and save the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>______________________________________________________<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sarah Young; Jesus Calling<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>RELAX IN MY HEALING, holy Presence. Be still while I transform your heart and mind. Let go of cares and worries so that you can receive My Peace. Cease striving, and know that I am God. Do not be like Pharisees who multiplied regulations, creating their own form of \u201cgodliness.\u201d They got so wrapped up in their own rules that they lost sight of Me. Even today, man-made rules about how to live the Christian life enslave many people. Their focus is on their performance, rather than on Me. It is through knowing Me intimately that you become like Me. This requires spending time alone with Me. Let go, relax, be still, and know that I am God. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>PSALM 46:10 NASB; <br> &#8220;Cease striving and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>MATTHEW 23:13; <br><sup>13<\/sup>&#8220;Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You shut the door of the kingdom of heaven in people&#8217;s faces. You yourselves do not enter, nor will you let those enter who are trying to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br> 1 JOHN 3:2; <br>Beloved, we are now children of God, and what we will be has not yet been revealed. We know that when Christ appears, we will be like Him, for we will see Him as He is. Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In my mind, one of the markers of an evolving faith is an ability to integrate doubt\u2014to hold the tension between what we\u2019ve been taught and what we\u2019ve come to know as true. 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