These words mean the breaking and collapse of my independence brought about by my own hands, and the surrendering of my life to the supremacy of the Lord Jesus. No one can do this for me, I must do it myself. God may bring me up to this point three hundred and sixty-five times a year, but He cannot push me through it. It means breaking the hard outer layer of my individual independence from God, and the liberating of myself and my nature into oneness with Him; not following my own ideas, but choosing absolute loyalty to Jesus. Once I am at that point, there is no possibility of misunderstanding. Very few of us know anything about loyalty to Christ or understand what He meant when He said, “. . . for My sake” (Matthew 5:11). That is what makes a strong saint.

Has that breaking of my independence come? All the rest is religious fraud. The one point to decide is— will I give up? Will I surrender to Jesus Christ, placing no conditions whatsoever as to how the brokenness will come? I must be broken from my own understanding of myself. When I reach that point, immediately the reality of the supernatural identification with Jesus Christ takes place. And the witness of the Spirit of God is unmistakable— “I have been crucified with Christ . . . .”

The passion of Christianity comes from deliberately signing away my own rights and becoming a bondservant of Jesus Christ. Until I do that, I will not begin to be a saint.

One student a year who hears God’s call would be sufficient for God to have called the Bible Training College into existence. This college has no value as an organization, not even academically. Its sole value for existence is for God to help Himself to lives. Will we allow Him to help Himself to us, or are we more concerned with our own ideas of what we are going to be?

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November 3, 2010

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Sometimes in my desperation to find answers and solutions for the issues I confront daily, I forget the one single event that provides all the answers; the cross. Sometimes when I find myself searching for God’s brilliant and timely rescue I overlook the fact that He provided all the answers at the cross in Jesus Christ. Dear God, please help me to look to the cross of Jesus for all my answers.

And God says…”When I said I am the way, the truth and the light, I was responding to all questions. Trust in Me with all your heart and do not rely on your own way of thinking and I will make all your paths straight. Whatever the question, look to Me. I will always provide the lamp for your feet……..and the faith that is required for our relationship will light your path a step at a time’’.