The Assigning of the Call

September 30th, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

I now rejoice in my sufferings for you, and fill up in my flesh what is lacking in the afflictions of Christ, for the sake of His body, which is the church… —Colossians 1:24


We take our own spiritual consecration and try to make it into a call of God, but when we get right with Him He brushes all this aside. Then He gives us a tremendous, riveting pain to fasten our attention on something that we never even dreamed could be His call for us. And for one radiant, flashing moment we see His purpose, and we say, “Here am I! Send me” (Isaiah 6:8).This call has nothing to do with personal sanctification, but with being made broken bread and poured-out wine. Yet God can never make us into wine if we object to the fingers He chooses to use to crush us. We say, “If God would only use His own fingers, and make me broken bread and poured-out wine in a special way, then I wouldn’t object!” But when He uses someone we dislike, or some set of circumstances to which we said we would never submit, to crush us, then we object. Yet we must never try to choose the place of our own martyrdom. If we are ever going to be made into wine, we will have to be crushed—you cannot drink grapes. Grapes become wine only when they have been squeezed.

I wonder what finger and thumb God has been using to squeeze you? Have you been as hard as a marble and escaped? If you are not ripe yet, and if God had squeezed you anyway, the wine produced would have been remarkably bitter. To be a holy person means that the elements of our natural life experience the very presence of God as they are providentially broken in His service. We have to be placed into God and brought into agreement with Him before we can be broken bread in His hands. Stay right with God and let Him do as He likes, and you will find that He is producing the kind of bread and wine that will benefit His other children.

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September 30, 2016

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Good morning Lord. Today we examined the notion of broken bread and poured out wine with Oswald Chambers. And he made it very clear that elements of our natural lives must be broken if we are to become broken bread and poured out wine for others……If we are ever going to be made into wine, we will have to be crushed—you cannot drink grapes. Grapes become wine only when they have been squeezed. Is this true? Do we have to go through very difficult circumstances to become bread and wine for others? Do we have to be crushed to be used?

And God says…The world is full of troubles and trials. You will face difficult times regardless of your salvation….”I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33 . When you are surrendered to Me, are connected and curious, you will find it natural to be obedient even in the most difficult of times. The difficult part is to be surrendered before the troubles have their way with you. When you are surrendered and connected and difficult times arise, you will be able to live out of Romans 8:28 …”all things work together for the good of those that love the Lord”. When you are surrendered and connected, it is the Holy Spirit living through you that will face the trials, and you can take heart, because I have overcome the world. You are then able to objectively observe your life within the trials and difficult circumstances as a glorious unfolding of My life in yours.”

The Awareness of the Call

September 29th, 2016 by Dave No comments »

…for necessity is laid upon me; yes, woe is me if I do not preach the gospel! —1 Corinthians 9:16

We are inclined to forget the deeply spiritual and supernatural touch of God. If you are able to tell exactly where you were when you received the call of God and can explain all about it, I question whether you have truly been called. The call of God does not come like that; it is much more supernatural. The realization of the call in a person’s life may come like a clap of thunder or it may dawn gradually. But however quickly or slowly this awareness comes, it is always accompanied with an undercurrent of the supernatural— something that is inexpressible and produces a “glow.” At any moment the sudden awareness of this incalculable, supernatural, surprising call that has taken hold of your life may break through— “I chose you…” (John 15:16). The call of God has nothing to do with salvation and sanctification. You are not called to preach the gospel because you are sanctified; the call to preach the gospel is infinitely different. Paul describes it as a compulsion that was placed upon him.

If you have ignored, and thereby removed, the great supernatural call of God in your life, take a review of your circumstances. See where you have put your own ideas of service or your particular abilities ahead of the call of God. Paul said, “…woe is me if I do not preach the gospel!” He had become aware of the call of God, and his compulsion to “preach the gospel” was so strong that nothing else was any longer even a competitor for his strength.

If a man or woman is called of God, it doesn’t matter how difficult the circumstances may be. God orchestrates every force at work for His purpose in the end. If you will agree with God’s purpose, He will bring not only your conscious level but also all the deeper levels of your life, which you yourself cannot reach, into perfect harmony.

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Journal DJR
Good Morning Lord, I agree with that last paragraph and it’s what I want… to agree with your purpose and enjoy having all of my “levels” especially the ones I can’t reach, brought together into perfect harmony. What seems to be preventing this? Because I don’t feel that perfect harmony. It’s true, I’m getting glimpses of it and this Cancer Journey is helping to focus on the important things. But I have a ways to go to get to that perfect harmony place.

It is a journey and always will be. Just follow me today. Tomorrow will have it’s own issues. I’ll be there for you then. But I’m here for you now today. Cast your cares on me (1 Peter 5:7) can take on new meaning in times of crisis that are just unavailable when everything is going smoothly. You can allow crisis and issues to shut you down into stress and depression or they can be an invitation into our dance. It’s a dance based on Love and Love always wins. Come on in, it’s better than sitting out. That harmony of levels that you seek, and I want for you also, comes in the ebb and flow of the dance.
Like right now, you are looking out into the bay. The tide is going out. Earlier it was coming in. The flow cleanses the bay. Like the flow of the Trinity dance will cleanse you of things that don’t fit. And what will be left will be harmony and congruence. Remember the invitation into our dance is always there for you. You can step in from wherever you are.

The “Go” of Unconditional Identification

September 28th, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

Jesus…said to him, “One thing you lack: Go your way, sell whatever you have and give to the poor…and come, take up the cross, and follow Me.” —Mark 10:21 

The rich young ruler had the controlling passion to be perfect. When he saw Jesus Christ, he wanted to be like Him. Our Lord never places anyone’s personal holiness above everything else when He calls a disciple. Jesus’ primary consideration is my absolute annihilation of my right to myself and my identification with Him, which means having a relationship with Him in which there are no other relationships. Luke 14:26 has nothing to do with salvation or sanctification, but deals solely with unconditional identification with Jesus Christ. Very few of us truly know what is meant by the absolute “go” of unconditional identification with, and abandonment and surrender to, Jesus.

“Then Jesus, looking at him, loved him…” (Mark 10:21). This look of Jesus will require breaking your heart away forever from allegiance to any other person or thing. Has Jesus ever looked in this way at you? This look of Jesus transforms, penetrates, and captivates. Where you are soft and pliable with God is where the Lord has looked at you. If you are hard and vindictive, insistent on having your own way, and always certain that the other person is more likely to be in the wrong than you are, then there are whole areas of your nature that have never been transformed by His gaze.

“One thing you lack….” From Jesus Christ’s perspective, oneness with Him, with nothing between, is the only good thing.

“…sell whatever you have….” I must humble myself until I am merely a living person. I must essentially renounce possessions of all kinds, not for salvation (for only one thing saves a person and that is absolute reliance in faith upon Jesus Christ), but to follow Jesus. “…come…and follow Me.” And the road is the way He went.

 

The “Go” of Renunciation

September 27th, 2016 by Dave No comments »

…someone said to Him, “Lord, I will follow You wherever You go.” —Luke 9:57

Our Lord’s attitude toward this man was one of severe discouragement, “for He knew what was in man” (John 2:25). We would have said, “I can’t imagine why He lost the opportunity of winning that man! Imagine being so cold to him and turning him away so discouraged!” Never apologize for your Lord. The words of the Lord hurt and offend until there is nothing left to be hurt or offended. Jesus Christ had no tenderness whatsoever toward anything that was ultimately going to ruin a person in his service to God. Our Lord’s answers were not based on some whim or impulsive thought, but on the knowledge of “what was in man.” If the Spirit of God brings to your mind a word of the Lord that hurts you, you can be sure that there is something in you that He wants to hurt to the point of its death.

Luke 9:58. These words destroy the argument of serving Jesus Christ because it is a pleasant thing to do. And the strictness of the rejection that He demands of me allows for nothing to remain in my life but my Lord, myself, and a sense of desperate hope. He says that I must let everyone else come or go, and that I must be guided solely by my relationship to Him. And He says, “…the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.”

Luke 9:59. This man did not want to disappoint Jesus, nor did he want to show a lack of respect for his father. We put our sense of loyalty to our relatives ahead of our loyalty to Jesus Christ, forcing Him to take last place. When your loyalties conflict, always obey Jesus Christ whatever the cost.

Luke 9:61. The person who says, “Lord, I will follow You, but…,” is the person who is intensely ready to go, but never goes. This man had reservations about going. The exacting call of Jesus has no room for good-byes; good-byes, as we often use them, are pagan, not Christian, because they divert us from the call. Once the call of God comes to you, start going and never stop.

The “Go” of Reconciliation

September 26th, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

If you…remember that your brother has something against you… —Matthew 5:23

 
This verse says, “If you bring your gift to the altar, and there remember that your brother has something against you….” It is not saying, “If you search and find something because of your unbalanced sensitivity,” but, “If you…remember….” In other words, if something is brought to your conscious mind by the Spirit of God— “First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift” (Matthew 5:24). Never object to the intense sensitivity of the Spirit of God in you when He is instructing you down to the smallest detail.

“First be reconciled to your brother….” Our Lord’s directive is simple— “First be reconciled….” He says, in effect, “Go back the way you came— the way indicated to you by the conviction given to you at the altar; have an attitude in your mind and soul toward the person who has something against you that makes reconciliation as natural as breathing.” Jesus does not mention the other person— He says for you to go. It is not a matter of your rights. The true mark of the saint is that he can waive his own rights and obey the Lord Jesus.

“…and then come and offer your gift.” The process of reconciliation is clearly marked. First we have the heroic spirit of self-sacrifice, then the sudden restraint by the sensitivity of the Holy Spirit, and then we are stopped at the point of our conviction. This is followed by obedience to the Word of God, which builds an attitude or state of mind that places no blame on the one with whom you have been in the wrong. And finally there is the glad, simple, unhindered offering of your gift to God.

The Missionary’s Goal

September 23rd, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

He…said to them, “Behold, we are going up to Jerusalem…” —Luke 18:31


In our natural life In our ambitions change as we grow, but in the Christian life the goal is given at the very beginning, and the beginning and the end are exactly the same, namely, our Lord Himself. We start with Christ and we end with Him— “…till we all come…to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ…” (Ephesians 4:13), not simply to our own idea of what the Christian life should be. The goal of the missionary is to do God’s will, not to be useful or to win the lost. A missionary is useful and he does win the lost, but that is not his goal. His goal is to do the will of his Lord.In our Lord’s life, Jerusalem was the place where He reached the culmination of His Father’s will upon the cross, and unless we go there with Jesus we will have no friendship or fellowship with Him. Nothing ever diverted our Lord on His way to Jerusalem. He never hurried through certain villages where He was persecuted, or lingered in others where He was blessed. Neither gratitude nor ingratitude turned our Lord even the slightest degree away from His purpose to go “up to Jerusalem.”“A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master” (Matthew 10:24). In other words, the same things that happened to our Lord will happen to us on our way to our “Jerusalem.” There will be works of God exhibited through us, people will get blessed, and one or two will show gratitude while the rest will show total ingratitude, but nothing must divert us from going “up to [our] Jerusalem.”“…there they crucified Him…” (Luke 23:33). That is what happened when our Lord reached Jerusalem, and that event is the doorway to our salvation. The saints, however, do not end in crucifixion; by the Lord’s grace they end in glory. In the meantime our watchword should be summed up by each of us saying, “I too go ‘up to Jerusalem.’ ”
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September 23, 2016Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Good morning God and thank you for this devotional and the time David and I were able to spend together reading and praying over it. This line in the devotional had particular impact on us: “In our Lord’s life, Jerusalem was the place where He reached the culmination of His Father’s will upon the cross, and unless we go there with Jesus we will have no friendship or fellowship with Him.” We read this and understood it to mean that if we are to be living in your will, we will be prepared to surrender whatever it is we hold dear, including our natural lives to You; and that we will, through our surrender, bring our natural lives to places where You can crucify the natural man in us.

And God says…”You are on the right track. To be completely “Jerusalem surrendered” means that you no longer bring your ideas and plans to Me for a blessing. You no longer just say grace after a meal. You surrender the making of the meal, and say “grace”, that is surrender the making of the meal and everything else in your life to Me as well. You ultimately get to the place where you are living in a surrendered state, with the goal being the complete surrender of your life to me all the time. This step is difficult for you just like it was difficult for Adam, Abraham, Moses, David, Peter, and Paul and many other men and women that prayed to become men and women after My own heart.”

“This side of heaven your goal is to live as much of your life as you can, in a surrendered state, abandoning the big four (to look good, feel good, be right and to be in control), as much as you can, and leave the remaining parts of your unsurrendered life to Me and my grace.”

 

 

The Missionary’s Master and Teacher

September 22nd, 2016 by Dave No comments »

You call Me Teacher and Lord, and you say well, for so I am ….I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master… —John 13:13, 16

To have a master and teacher is not the same thing as being mastered and taught. Having a master and teacher means that there is someone who knows me better than I know myself, who is closer than a friend, and who understands the remotest depths of my heart and is able to satisfy them fully. It means having someone who has made me secure in the knowledge that he has met and solved all the doubts, uncertainties, and problems in my mind. To have a master and teacher is this and nothing less— “…for One is your Teacher, the Christ…” (Matthew 23:8).

Our Lord never takes measures to make me do what He wants. Sometimes I wish God would master and control me to make me do what He wants, but He will not. And at other times I wish He would leave me alone, and He does not.

“You call Me Teacher and Lord…”— but is He? Teacher, Master, and Lord have little place in our vocabulary. We prefer the words Savior, Sanctifier, and Healer. The only word that truly describes the experience of being mastered is love, and we know little about love as God reveals it in His Word. The way we use the word obey is proof of this. In the Bible, obedience is based on a relationship between equals; for example, that of a son with his father. Our Lord was not simply God’s servant— He was His Son. “…though He was a Son, yet He learned obedience…” (Hebrews 5:8). If we are consciously aware that we are being mastered, that idea itself is proof that we have no master. If that is our attitude toward Jesus, we are far away from having the relationship He wants with us. He wants us in a relationship where He is so easily our Master and Teacher that we have no conscious awareness of it— a relationship where all we know is that we are His to obey.

Journal DJR
Good morning Lord, I agree with Chambers that I prefer other words to describe our relationship, besides Master. I like friend and mentor and coach, perhaps because I’ve had some good experiences with humans in those capacities.

The Missionary’s Predestined Purpose

September 21st, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

Now the Lord says, who formed Me from the womb to be His Servant… —Isaiah 49:5

The first thing that happens after we recognize our election by God in Christ Jesus is the destruction of our preconceived ideas, our narrow-minded thinking, and all of our other allegiances— we are turned solely into servants of God’s own purpose. The entire human race was created to glorify God and to enjoy Him forever. Sin has diverted the human race onto another course, but it has not altered God’s purpose to the slightest degree. And when we are born again we are brought into the realization of God’s great purpose for the human race, namely, that He created us for Himself. This realization of our election by God is the most joyful on earth, and we must learn to rely on this tremendous creative purpose of God. The first thing God will do is force the interests of the whole world through the channel of our hearts. The love of God, and even His very nature, is introduced into us. And we see the nature of Almighty God purely focused in John 3:16“For God so loved the world….”

We must continually keep our soul open to the fact of God’s creative purpose, and never confuse or cloud it with our own intentions. If we do, God will have to force our intentions aside no matter how much it may hurt. A missionary is created for the purpose of being God’s servant, one in whom God is glorified. Once we realize that it is through the salvation of Jesus Christ that we are made perfectly fit for the purpose of God, we will understand why Jesus Christ is so strict and relentless in His demands. He demands absolute righteousness from His servants, because He has put into them the very nature of God.

Beware lest you forget God’s purpose for your life.

The Divine Commandment of Life

September 20th, 2016 by Dave No comments »

…be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect. —Matthew 5:48

Our Lord’s exhortation to us in Matthew 5:38-48 is to be generous in our behavior toward everyone. Beware of living according to your natural affections in your spiritual life. Everyone has natural affections— some people we like and others we don’t like. Yet we must never let those likes and dislikes rule our Christian life. “If we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another” (1 John 1:7), even those toward whom we have no affection.

The example our Lord gave us here is not that of a good person, or even of a good Christian, but of God Himself. “…be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect.” In other words, simply show to the other person what God has shown to you. And God will give you plenty of real life opportunities to prove whether or not you are “perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect.” Being a disciple means deliberately identifying yourself with God’s interests in other people. Jesus says, “A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another; as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another” (John 13:34-35).

The true expression of Christian character is not in good-doing, but in God-likeness. If the Spirit of God has transformed you within, you will exhibit divine characteristics in your life, not just good human characteristics. God’s life in us expresses itself as God’s life, not as human life trying to be godly. The secret of a Christian’s life is that the supernatural becomes natural in him as a result of the grace of God, and the experience of this becomes evident in the practical, everyday details of life, not in times of intimate fellowship with God. And when we come in contact with things that create confusion and a flurry of activity, we find to our own amazement that we have the power to stay wonderfully poised even in the center of it all.

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Journal DJR
Good Morning Lord,
I’m seeing that the benefits of prayer come both at the time of sweet fellowship with you AND also in our more Godlike reactions that come later in the day to day events of life. In fact, how we act in these everyday interactions is a pretty good indicator of how good our connection was in the prayer time. I’ve been considering lately how you do your work to make me God-like. You’ve given us your cross and your example of surrendering life and receiving new life. We can bring general things like the “Big Four”…our desire to look good, feel good, be right and be in control as well as specifics…that guy cut me off in traffic, etc. It’s been helpful to visualize packing those things up in a box and setting them at the foot of the cross. But I’m curious, Do you then infuse your life into me? Or does getting rid of my sin and ego and “false self” get down to the basic me that you created in your image and said was Good… before the fall? Or does it matter? Maybe it’s both? I’ll be waiting to hear your thoughts on that. Since I’m not hearing anything right now, perhaps I need to clear out some tensions and preconceptions so that I can hear better?

Good idea. Sometimes I don’t answer you immediately because I want to give you time to better formulate your question. It may be in that struggle that I will answer.

That makes sense. I was struggling with the question(s). And I do have a lot of time for the next 9 weeks as I am out of my familiar surroundings and responsibilities for this Proton Cancer Therapy. I’m looking forward to spending a lot of time with you. And I’ll struggle as much as I need to to get my questions clear…. I’m looking forward to this opportunity and seeing it as a gift.

Are You Going On With Jesus?

September 19th, 2016 by JDVaughn No comments »

You are those who have continued with Me in My trials. —Luke 22:28

 
It is true that Jesus Christ is with us through our temptations, but are we going on with Him through His temptations? Many of us turn back from going on with Jesus from the very moment we have an experience of what He can do. Watch when God changes your circumstances to see whether you are going on with Jesus, or siding with the world, the flesh, and the devil. We wear His name, but are we going on with Him? “From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more” (John 6:66).

The temptations of Jesus continued throughout His earthly life, and they will continue throughout the life of the Son of God in us. Are we going on with Jesus in the life we are living right now?

We have the idea that we ought to shield ourselves from some of the things God brings around us. May it never be! It is God who engineers our circumstances, and whatever they may be we must see that we face them while continually abiding with Him in His temptations. They are His temptations, not temptations to us, but temptations to the life of the Son of God in us. Jesus Christ’s honor is at stake in our bodily lives. Are we remaining faithful to the Son of God in everything that attacks His life in us?

Are you going on with Jesus? The way goes through Gethsemane, through the city gate, and on “outside the camp” (Hebrews 13:13). The way is lonely and goes on until there is no longer even a trace of a footprint to follow— but only the voice saying, “Follow Me” (Matthew 4:19).

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September 19, 2016

Journal Entry-JDV

Thank you God for this devotional and the opportunity to live out Your teaching. We did take issue with one of the points made by Chambers: “It is God who engineers our circumstances, and whatever they may be we must see that we face them while continually abiding with Him in His temptations” David and I have been taught that You don’t engineer our difficult circumstances, You just simply allow our corrupt world and the enemy to engineer circumstances that can help shape us to an ultimate good outcome. We’ve been taught by You, that You can see and allow the difficulty we may face but that You will always engineer all things for our good, even when the circumstances seem most severe. Is that right Lord?

And God says….”All things work for the good of those that love the lord… Acknowledge the Lord in all your ways and I will make your paths straight. I do not sit high up in heaven and disperse good and bad circumstances on My children. I can only send good things, but when you choose to follow the big four; “to look good, feel good, be right and be in control” instead of surrender to Me, difficulties will ultimately spring up from your corrupt world and/or the enemy. I often allow these difficulties so that you may be shaped and formed like iron in a forge. Whenever difficulties arise, you can look at your circumstances and know that I will engineer all things for your good. Live out of that every day.”