Judgment and the Love of God

May 5th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
May 05, 2011
 
The time has come for judgment to begin at the house of God . . . —1 Peter 4:17
 
 

The Christian servant must never forget that salvation is God’s idea, not man’s; therefore, it has an unfathomable depth. Salvation is the great thought of God, not an experience. Experience is simply the door through which salvation comes into the conscious level of our life so that we are aware of what has taken place on a much deeper level. Never preach the experience— preach the great thought of God behind the experience. When we preach, we are not simply proclaiming how people can be saved from hell and be made moral and pure; we are conveying good news about God.

In the teachings of Jesus Christ the element of judgment is always brought out— it is the sign of the love of God. Never sympathize with someone who finds it difficult to get to God; God is not to blame. It is not for us to figure out the reason for the difficulty, but only to present the truth of God so that the Spirit of God will reveal what is wrong. The greatest test of the quality of our preaching is whether or not it brings everyone to judgment. When the truth is preached, the Spirit of God brings each person face to face with God Himself.

If Jesus ever commanded us to do something that He was unable to equip us to accomplish, He would be a liar. And if we make our own inability a stumbling block or an excuse not to be obedient, it means that we are telling God that there is something which He has not yet taken into account. Every element of our own self-reliance must be put to death by the power of God. The moment we recognize our complete weakness and our dependence upon Him will be the very moment that the Spirit of God will exhibit His power.

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May 5, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Right now, this morning, this minute, it is easy to remember that salvation and strength comes from God. Right now, this morning, this minute I am embarrassed my weakness….my fear and worry. Lord, I woke up wondering how to take the next steps in a day once again filled with uncertainty. And then you reminded me of Your prayer and the phrase…”Give me this day my daily bread.”

And God says…”Remember that your daily devotional is called, “Manna Today?”  I want you to have all you need very day. Your needs are met by Me on a daily basis because it is in the living of a single day that you can realize and experience relationship with Me. It is in the living of the “right now” experience that you can experience joy and peace that passes all understanding. Living in the present is where all the fruits of the Spirit can be found and you can actually live out and experience My promises. Your past is may be full of regret, the future full of uncertainty. Consequently I meet you right at the point of your need; the present. You will always find Me in the present… waiting for you.”

Vicarious Intercession

May 4th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

May 04, 2011

. . having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus . . . —Hebrews 10:19

Beware of thinking that intercession means bringing our own personal sympathies and concerns into the presence of God, and then demanding that He do whatever we ask. Our ability to approach God is due entirely to the vicarious, or substitutionary, identification of our Lord with sin. We have “boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus.”

Spiritual stubbornness is the most effective hindrance to intercession, because it is based on a sympathetic “understanding” of things we see in ourselves and others that we think needs no atonement. We have the idea that there are certain good and virtuous things in each of us that do not need to be based on the atonement by the Cross of Christ. Just the sluggishness and lack of interest produced by this kind of thinking makes us unable to intercede. We do not identify ourselves with God’s interests and concerns for others, and we get irritated with Him. Yet we are always ready with our own ideas, and our intercession becomes only the glorification of our own natural sympathies. We have to realize that the identification of Jesus with sin means a radical change of all of our sympathies and interests. Vicarious intercession means that we deliberately substitute God’s interests in others for our natural sympathy with them.

Am I stubborn or substituted? Am I spoiled or complete in my relationship to God? Am I irritable or spiritual? Am I determined to have my own way or determined to be identified with Him?

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May 4, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Yesterday I was firm and focused with another believer Lord. Perhaps I was even stern and unyielding. He was torn about what to do, vacillating back and forth about his next steps. And while I prayed and continue to pray for him, Lord, I told him I could not work with him as long as he was vacillating, Lord I told him I would not be an option in his evaluation of options and that if he wanted my support for his decision (s) he would have to make a decision, stick to it and ask for my support.  I told him I could support him then, but was unable to move back and forth with him as he vacillated.

And God says…”He is moving back and forth unable to make a decision because he is afraid. His fear of making the wrong decision, fear of dwindling resources  are all basic issues of faith and trust in Me. He is in the boat in the storm and afraid to step out with Me onto the water. You have been exactly where he is many time. And you are right; you cannot help him until he makes the decision to trust me…..Faith means taking the right action even though you do not know the outcome. There must be risk for faith to grow.”

“Trust in the Lord in all your ways. Do not rely on your own abilities and understanding and I will make your paths straight. Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you. ”

 

                                                                                                                                

Vital Intercession

May 3rd, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
May 03, 2011
. . . praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit . . . —Ephesians 6:18

As we continue on in our intercession for others, we may find that our obedience to God in interceding is going to cost those for whom we intercede more than we ever thought. The danger in this is that we begin to intercede in sympathy with those whom God was gradually lifting up to a totally different level in direct answer to our prayers. Whenever we step back from our close identification with God’s interest and concern for others and step into having emotional sympathy with them, the vital connection with God is gone. We have then put our sympathy and concern for them in the way, and this is a deliberate rebuke to God.

It is impossible for us to have living and vital intercession unless we are perfectly and completely sure of God. And the greatest destroyer of that confident relationship to God, so necessary for intercession, is our own personal sympathy and preconceived bias. Identification with God is the key to intercession, and whenever we stop being identified with Him it is because of our sympathy with others, not because of sin. It is not likely that sin will interfere with our intercessory relationship with God, but sympathy will. It is sympathy with ourselves or with others that makes us say, “I will not allow that thing to happen.” And instantly we are out of that vital connection with God.

Vital intercession leaves you with neither the time nor the inclination to pray for your own “sad and pitiful self.” You do not have to struggle to keep thoughts of yourself out, because they are not even there to be kept out of your thinking. You are completely and entirely identified with God’s interests and concerns in other lives. God gives us discernment in the lives of others to call us to intercession for them, never so that we may find fault with them.

Journal DJR  5 3 11

Good morning Lord,

I wonder how far my sympathy for a person goes toward modifying your plans for them.   You know the end from the beginning and want the best for all people.    Obviously it’s best for me to pray in line with your best plans … that’s the point of today’s lesson … but when I dont and sympathy gets in the way … what happens then?

Remember the Israelites begged for a king.    I told them several times it wasn’t my best for them.   But they pressed on … so they got their king.
PS 106:15 And He gave them their request,
But sent leanness into their soul.        (and in the Message translation) …

13-18 But it wasn’t long before they forgot the whole thing,
wouldn’t wait to be told what to do.
They only cared about pleasing themselves in that desert,
provoked God with their insistent demands.
He gave them exactly what they asked for—
but along with it they got an empty heart.

My children are humans and I dont make them robots.    Free will remains.   Your best bet to avoid this “leanness of soul”  &  empty heart is to stay in tight connection with me and daily communication … then you wont wind up interceding against my plans.

The Patience To Wait for the Vision

May 2nd, 2011 by Dave No comments »

Though it tarries, wait for it . . . —Habakkuk 2:3

Patience is not the same as indifference; patience conveys the idea of someone who is tremendously strong and able to withstand all assaults. Having the vision of God is the source of patience because it gives us God’s true and proper inspiration. Moses endured, not because of his devotion to his principles of what was right, nor because of his sense of duty to God, but because he had a vision of God. “. . . he endured as seeing Him who is invisible” (Hebrews 11:27). A person who has the vision of God is not devoted to a cause or to any particular issue— he is devoted to God Himself. You always know when the vision is of God because of the inspiration that comes with it. Things come to you with greatness and add vitality to your life because everything is energized by God. He may give you a time spiritually, with no word from Himself at all, just as His Son experienced during His time of temptation in the wilderness. When God does that, simply endure, and the power to endure will be there because you see God.

“Though it tarries, wait for it . . . .” The proof that we have the vision is that we are reaching out for more than we have already grasped. It is a bad thing to be satisfied spiritually. The psalmist said, “What shall I render to the Lord . . . ? I will take up the cup of salvation . . .” (Psalm 116:12-13). We are apt to look for satisfaction within ourselves and say, “Now I’ve got it! Now I am completely sanctified. Now I can endure.” Instantly we are on the road to ruin. Our reach must exceed our grasp. Paul said, “Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on . . .” (Philippians 3:12). If we have only what we have experienced, we have nothing. But if we have the inspiration of the vision of God, we have more than we can experience. Beware of the danger of spiritual relaxation.

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May 2, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Lord, sometimes I just don’t get it. It seems to me that the vision Chambers speaks about is very close to being one of those spiritual “highs” he has cautioned us about. I am convinced and my experience  demonstrates that that when (and if) I see the spiritual vision you have for me, I am committed, energized and focused; just as You would have me. Based on my experience, and your word, I would be foolish to take action without the vision from You.

And God says…”That is exactly the point about waiting. Why would you take off on a mission or work in your life, without the spiritual vision? You already know that all your work is “unto the Lord”. You know that when you wait on Me I will make you strong and raise you up with wings of eagles. Why would you embark on any venture without My vision and the inspiration that accompanies it? The issue is simply- what to do while you are waiting….and the lyrics to the song resonate; 


I’m waiting on You, Lord 
Though it is painful 
But patiently, I will wait 

I will move ahead, bold and confident 
Taking every step in obedience 
While I’m waiting 
I will serve You 
While I’m waiting 
I will worship 
While I’m waiting 
I will not faint 
I’ll be running the race 
Even while I wait

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May 2 2011 Journal DJR
Good morning, Lord,
Vision is a word that is popular these days but I think we dont see it and use it with the quality and intensity that you intended. Otherwise we wouldn’t be so swayed and give up on our visions so quickly. I recently heard of Nelson Mandella’s description of his vision of freedom in his 27th year of captivity … it was a stronger vision of freedom than that of his captors, who were free to go home every evening, but returned to prison every morning.

I’m waiting 
I’m waiting on You, Lord 
And I am peaceful 
I’m waiting on You, Lord 
Though it’s not easy 
But faithfully, I will wait 
Yes, I will wait 
I will serve You while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting 
I will serve You while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting 
I will serve you while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

There is human vision and there is vision from Me. But that isn’t the point. Even human vision can be grasped strongly or held lightly. A lightly held vision won’t last through adversity.

What do we do to learn to grasp it tighter?

When you know it is from me, it helps. But that is not enough. If you know it is from me and it is for you and you know that you are committed 100%, live or die … then the vision will have pulling power. When you know it is for you and you are like the three Hebrew children in the fiery furnace … our God will rescue us, but if he doesn’t, we still wont bow down to you…

I’m concerned about substituting plain old bull headedness for this level of commitment to the vision … not on purpose but just confusing the two. Like the guy in the flood who you sent a boat and a helicopter before he drowned … sure that he had a vision of you rescuing him than was different than the one you really chose.

Yes, human stubbornness and commitment to a previous vision can cloud the new vision. Commitment to the status quo and the way things used to be and are expected to stay will prevent people from seeing and grasping my new works.

So staying curious and connected is still the key?

You said it.

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What You Will Get

April 28th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
April 28, 2011
 
I will give your life to you as a prize in all places, wherever you go —Jeremiah 45:5
 
 

This is the firm and immovable secret of the Lord to those who trust Him— “I will give your life to you . . . .” What more does a man want than his life? It is the essential thing. “. . . your life . . . as a prize . . .” means that wherever you may go, even if it is into hell, you will come out with your life and nothing can harm it. So many of us are caught up in exhibiting things for others to see, not showing off property and possessions, but our blessings. All these things that we so proudly show have to go. But there is something greater that can never go— the life that “is hidden with Christ in God” (Colossians 3:3).

Are you prepared to let God take you into total oneness with Himself, paying no more attention to what you call the great things of life? Are you prepared to surrender totally and let go? The true test of abandonment or surrender is in refusing to say, “Well, what about this?” Beware of your own ideas and speculations. The moment you allow yourself to think, “What about this?” you show that you have not surrendered and that you do not really trust God. But once you do surrender, you will no longer think about what God is going to do. Abandonment means to refuse yourself the luxury of asking any questions. If you totally abandon yourself to God, He immediately says to you, “I will give your life to you as a prize . . . .” The reason people are tired of life is that God has not given them anything— they have not been given their life “as a prize.” The way to get out of that condition is to abandon yourself to God. And once you do get to the point of total surrender to Him, you will be the most surprised and delighted person on earth. God will have you absolutely, without any limitations, and He will have given you your life. If you are not there, it is either because of disobedience in your life or your refusal to be simple enough.

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April 28, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV
 
 
Lord, thank you for the lesson….that whenever I even consider my own circumstances, it demonstrates that I am not surrendered to you. And that whenever I am completely surrendered to you…I just know you have my life in the palm of Your hand.

 I wondered where those cares went. It suddenly felt different to see my difficult circumstances and not feel compelled to bring them to your attention.  It felt lighter. Is this what you mean by life and life more abundantly? Living in the world, but not of this world?

And God says…”As you surrender your life to Me, you surrender your right, or what you have sometimes felt as an obligation, to be concerned about any part of your life. Life and life more abundantly is not about changing the circumstances of your life, necessarily, it is about living a surrendered life and trusting Me. When you do this you cannot worry. You will not even notice the very same storms that heretofore would stop you in your tracks. Trust in Me with all your heart and I will make your paths straight. Delight yourself in Me…and observe the desires of your heart all around you.”

What Do You Want?

April 27th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

April 27, 2011
 
Do you seek great things for yourself? —Jeremiah 45:5
 

Are you seeking great things for yourself, instead of seeking to be a great person? God wants you to be in a much closer relationship with Himself than simply receiving His gifts— He wants you to get to know Him. Even some large thing we want is only incidental; it comes and it goes. But God never gives us anything incidental. There is nothing easier than getting into the right relationship with God, unless it is not God you seek, but only what He can give you.

If you have only come as far as asking God for things, you have never come to the point of understanding the least bit of what surrender really means. You have become a Christian based on your own terms. You protest, saying, “I asked God for the Holy Spirit, but He didn’t give me the rest and the peace I expected.” And instantly God puts His finger on the reason-you are not seeking the Lord at all; you are seeking something for yourself. Jesus said, “Ask, and it will be given to you . . .” (Matthew 7:7). Ask God for what you want and do not be concerned about asking for the wrong thing, because as you draw ever closer to Him, you will cease asking for things altogether. “Your Father knows the things you have need of before you ask Him” (Matthew 6:8). Then why should you ask? So that you may get to know Him.

Are you seeking great things for yourself? Have you said, “Oh, Lord, completely fill me with your Holy Spirit”? If God does not, it is because you are not totally surrendered to Him; there is something you still refuse to do. Are you prepared to ask yourself what it is you want from God and why you want it? God always ignores your present level of completeness in favor of your ultimate future completeness. He is not concerned about making you blessed and happy right now, but He’s continually working out His ultimate perfection for you— “. . . that they may be one just as We are one . . .” (John 17:22).

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April 27, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

The distinction is subtle and yet substantial. A relationship based on love not leverage? I suspect that in the right relationship with You, our desire is not for heaven or blessings or rescue. You do not desire a relationship based on what You can and will do for us, but a relationship based on Your love. All else will follow and is incidental to our relationship.

And God says…” You are starting to understand the relationship I want with you. The relationship I desired when I first created Adam, and the relationship I enjoy with My Son.  I understand your needs and I will meet all your needs…but I seek a relationship based on love, not wants or needs. The depth of My sacrifice is a testimony to My love for you.  And I give you My love freely, without reservation or requirement. Simply accept My love and the sacrifice of Jesus. Come and rest in relationship with Me.”

The Supreme Climb

April 26th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

April 26,  2011
 
Take now your son . . . and offer him . . . as a burnt offering on one of the mountains of which I shall tell you —Genesis 22:2
 

A person’s character determines how he interprets God’s will (see Psalm 18:25-26). Abraham interpreted God’s command to mean that he had to kill his son, and he could only leave this traditional belief behind through the pain of a tremendous ordeal. God could purify his faith in no other way. If we obey what God says according to our sincere belief, God will break us from those traditional beliefs that misrepresent Him. There are many such beliefs which must be removed-for example, that God removes a child because his mother loves him too much. That is the devil’s lie and a travesty on the true nature of God! If the devil can hinder us from taking the supreme climb and getting rid of our wrong traditional beliefs about God, he will do so. But if we will stay true to God, God will take us through an ordeal that will serve to bring us into a better knowledge of Himself.

The great lesson to be learned from Abraham’s faith in God is that he was prepared to do anything for God. He was there to obey God, no matter what contrary belief of his might be violated by his obedience. Abraham was not devoted to his own convictions or else he would have slain Isaac and said that the voice of the angel was actually the voice of the devil. That is the attitude of a fanatic. If you will remain true to God, God will lead you directly through every barrier and right into the inner chamber of the knowledge of Himself. But you must always be willing to come to the point of giving up your own convictions and traditional beliefs. Don’t ask God to test you. Never declare as Peter did that you are willing to do anything, even “to go . . . both to prison and to death” (Luke 22:33). Abraham did not make any such statement— he simply remained true to God, and God purified his faith.

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April 26, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

I suspect looking back is the best way for me to understand what God has done in my life…how He has transformed me. My daily failures and wrong choices do not tell the story, nor does my inability to be the man I believe I should be by now.  I often define my Christianity and maturity by my mistakes and difficulties in this world.  Then I am moved to trust You, God completely because I can do nothing else, I look back and discover that You have indeed transformed me.

And God says…”I do not see you failures and wrong choices when I look at you.  I see Jesus. Over time you will be transformed into His very likeness and until then, you are covered in My mercy and grace.  Know that you are loved beyond your wildest dreams and expectations.  My sacrifice is evidence of this, and as you look back at yourself over time….so is your transformation.”

“Ready in Season”

April 25th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
April 25, 2011
 
Be ready in season and out of season —2 Timothy 4:2
 

Many of us suffer from the unbalanced tendency to “be ready” only “out of season.” The season does not refer to time; it refers to us. This verse says, “Preach the Word! Be ready in season and out of season.” In other words, we should “be ready” whether we feel like it or not. If we do only what we feel inclined to do, some of us would never do anything. There are some people who are totally unemployable in the spiritual realm. They are spiritually feeble and weak, and they refuse to do anything unless they are supernaturally inspired. The proof that our relationship is right with God is that we do our best whether we feel inspired or not.

One of the worst traps a Christian worker can fall into is to become obsessed with his own exceptional moments of inspiration. When the Spirit of God gives you a time of inspiration and insight, you tend to say, “Now that I’ve experienced this moment, I will always be like this for God.” No, you will not, and God will make sure of that. Those times are entirely the gift of God. You cannot give them to yourself when you choose. If you say you will only be at your best for God, as during those exceptional times, you actually become an intolerable burden on Him. You will never do anything unless God keeps you consciously aware of His inspiration to you at all times. If you make a god out of your best moments, you will find that God will fade out of your life, never to return until you are obedient in the work He has placed closest to you, and until you have learned not to be obsessed with those exceptional moments He has given you.

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April 25, 2010

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Lord you have been teaching us this lesson for a number of days now…”regardless of how we might feel, we are to stay connected and take you at your word.” Not trust our circumstances or our feelings…simply trust you. The main thing is the main thing over and over again….stay connected with you in an intimate relationship. Focus on you; not our mission or work we think we are doing for You, nor our feelings as we wait upon fickle inspiration or our even more fickle feelings. We are to focus on You, all else will take care of itself.

And God says…”When you focus on Me, have your eyes on Me, the Holy Spirit can transform you and if necessary and important (to My plans) transform your circumstances. As you are learning and experiencing, when you focus on Me, your love, trust hope and faith flows from Me and allows you to transcend the storms, just like Peter as he walked on the water toward Me. Don’t be transformed by your circumstances or difficulties, be transformed. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed  by the renewing of your minds. live by the Spirit….don’t let the day to day issues of this world impact you…in fact they cannot as long as you are connected to Me. Acknowledge Me in all your ways and I will make your paths straight. ”

Do You Worship The Work?

April 23rd, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

April 23, 2011
 
We are God’s fellow workers . . . —1 Corinthians 3:9
 
 

Beware of any work for God that causes or allows you to avoid concentrating on Him. A great number of Christian workers worship their work. The only concern of Christian workers should be their concentration on God. This will mean that all the other boundaries of life, whether they are mental, moral, or spiritual limits, are completely free with the freedom God gives His child; that is, a worshiping child, not a wayward one. A worker who lacks this serious controlling emphasis of concentration on God is apt to become overly burdened by his work. He is a slave to his own limits, having no freedom of his body, mind, or spirit. Consequently, he becomes burned out and defeated. There is no freedom and no delight in life at all. His nerves, mind, and heart are so overwhelmed that God’s blessing cannot rest on him.

But the opposite case is equally true–once our concentration is on God, all the limits of our life are free and under the control and mastery of God alone. There is no longer any responsibility on you for the work. The only responsibility you have is to stay in living constant touch with God, and to see that you allow nothing to hinder your cooperation with Him. The freedom that comes after sanctification is the freedom of a child, and the things that used to hold your life down are gone. But be careful to remember that you have been freed for only one thing–to be absolutely devoted to your co-Worker.

We have no right to decide where we should be placed, or to have preconceived ideas as to what God is preparing us to do. God engineers everything; and wherever He places us, our one supreme goal should be to pour out our lives in wholehearted devotion to Him in that particular work. “Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with your might . . .” (Ecclesiastes 9:10).

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April 23, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

The song and devotional point me once again to the notion of…keeping the main thing….. well,  …the main thing. It is amazing that even in the dark we can see the light when we are connected and focused on Jesus.  I can be engaged in Christian work, or family work, even missionary or pastoral work and find constant fatigue and disappointment whenever I am driving or directing the work. Thank you Lord for reminding me that all our work belongs to You and that whenever You lead and direct me, the circumstances, resources and or obstacles have no meaning or impact. The main thing is staying connected to You….when I do that…. the work will have meaning even though I may know the meaning.

And God says…”I am the way, the truth and the light. No one comes to the Father except through Me. Seek first the Kingdom of God….wait upon the Lord, acknowledge Me in all your ways and I will make your paths straight. I am the vine you are the branches, stay connected to Me because apart from Me you can accomplish nothing that will hold any significance in this world or the next. …..Even when you do not know what work it is that you should do. Especially when you do not know what work you should do…..focus on Me and I will direct you. And you can leave the end result to Me.”

The Light That Never Fails

April 22nd, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

April 22, 2011
We all, with unveiled face, beholding . . . the glory of the Lord . . . —2 Corinthians 3:18
 

A servant of God must stand so very much alone that he never realizes he is alone. In the early stages of the Christian life, disappointments will come— people who used to be lights will flicker out, and those who used to stand with us will turn away. We have to get so used to it that we will not even realize we are standing alone. Paul said, “. . . no one stood with me, but all forsook me . . . . But the Lord stood with me and strengthened me . . .” (2 Timothy 4:16-17). We must build our faith not on fading lights but on the Light that never fails. When “important” individuals go away we are sad, until we see that they are meant to go, so that only one thing is left for us to do— to look into the face of God for ourselves.

Allow nothing to keep you from looking with strong determination into the face of God regarding yourself and your doctrine. And every time you preach make sure you look God in the face about the message first, then the glory will remain through all of it. A Christian servant is one who perpetually looks into the face of God and then goes forth to talk to others. The ministry of Christ is characterized by an abiding glory of which the servant is totally unaware— “. . . Moses did not know that the skin of his face shone while he talked with Him” (Exodus 34:29).

We are never called on to display our doubts openly or to express the hidden joys and delights of our life with God. The secret of the servant’s life is that he stays in tune with God all the time.

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April 22, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

I wonder how many times you will forgive me, how long can you endure my selfishness? How can I know when it is your voice speaking to me and not my own imagination? Why can’t I get it right once and for all? Why do I keep screwing it all up, just when I think I am on the major growth curve……blam, wham, kerplunk…..I fall right on my face.  

And God says…”I will always forgive you, and I will endure your selfishness forever, because Jesus paid the price for your mistakes and bad choices. Our love for you is greater than your selfishness and all your bad choices, past and present.”

“You continue to struggle when you have your eyes on something or someone other than Jesus. When you take your eyes and heart off of Jesus and put them on yourself, or your circumstances and potential difficulties, you will always fall. Stay focused on Jesus.”

“You know it is My voice speaking to you, you JUST KNOW. My sheep know My voice.  Trust in Me with all your heart and do not rely on your own understanding and I will make your paths straight. Wait on Me and My direction and you will rise up strong; run and not grow weary, and you will take flight like you have the wings of eagles. Listen for My voice and you will hear it. And let My Spirit testify to your heart that it is Me.”