The Habit of Keeping a Clear Conscience

May 13th, 2011 by Dave No comments »

. . . strive to have a conscience without offense toward God and men —Acts 24:16

God’s commands to us are actually given to the life of His Son in us. Consequently, to our human nature in which God’s Son has been formed (see Galatians 4:19), His commands are difficult. But they become divinely easy once we obey.

Conscience is that ability within me that attaches itself to the highest standard I know, and then continually reminds me of what that standard demands that I do. It is the eye of the soul which looks out either toward God or toward what we regard as the highest standard. This explains why conscience is different in different people. If I am in the habit of continually holding God’s standard in front of me, my conscience will always direct me to God’s perfect law and indicate what I should do. The question is, will I obey? I have to make an effort to keep my conscience so sensitive that I can live without any offense toward anyone. I should be living in such perfect harmony with God’s Son that the spirit of my mind is being renewed through every circumstance of life, and that I may be able to quickly “prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God” (Romans 12:2 ; also see Ephesians 4:23).

God always instructs us down to the last detail. Is my ear sensitive enough to hear even the softest whisper of the Spirit, so that I know what I should do? “Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God . . .” (Ephesians 4:30). He does not speak with a voice like thunder— His voice is so gentle that it is easy for us to ignore. And the only thing that keeps our conscience sensitive to Him is the habit of being open to God on the inside. When you begin to debate, stop immediately. Don’t ask, “Why can’t I do this?” You are on the wrong track. There is no debating possible once your conscience speaks. Whatever it is— drop it, and see that you keep your inner vision clear.

Journal DJR

5 13 11

Good morning Lord,

I guess what you are saying is that knowing what to do and doing it as a Christian is easy if we do it your way and impossible if we try any other way?

You got it.   Just do what I did and John recorded in 5:19.   Only do what you see the Father doing or hear the Father saying.   You may say, “well, I dont hear that well or see that clearly.”    It’s true your vision will be cloudy and your hearing impaired in this world which clamors for your attention … Unless you purpose in your heart to make seeing and hearing (me) your top priority.   Then it becomes easy, easier at least.   It will take practice because you have many years and lots of education in the ways of the world which are not my ways and wont lead to me.

Matthew 11:28 (New Living Translation)

28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.

You will find it hard work and a heavy load trying to figure out the best thing to do using logic and investigation and study.  It cannot be done.   Just come to me.  I guarantee,  It’ll be easier.    And we’ll have fun….

(Same Song, With Narnia Footage … Good Theology)

The Habit of Having No Habits

May 12th, 2011 by Dave No comments »

If these things are yours and abound, you will be neither barren nor unfruitful . . . —2 Peter 1:8

When we first begin to form a habit, we are fully aware of it. There are times when we are aware of becoming virtuous and godly, but this awareness should only be a stage we quickly pass through as we grow spiritually. If we stop at this stage, we will develop a sense of spiritual pride. The right thing to do with godly habits is to immerse them in the life of the Lord until they become such a spontaneous expression of our lives that we are no longer aware of them. Our spiritual life continually causes us to focus our attention inwardly for the determined purpose of self-examination, because each of us has some qualities we have not yet added to our lives.
Your god may be your little Christian habit— the habit of prayer or Bible reading at certain times of your day. Watch how your Father will upset your schedule if you begin to worship your habit instead of what the habit symbolizes. We say, “I can’t do that right now; this is my time alone with God.” No, this is your time alone with your habit. There is a quality that is still lacking in you. Identify your shortcoming and then look for opportunities to work into your life that missing quality.
Love means that there are no visible habits— that your habits are so immersed in the Lord that you practice them without realizing it. If you are consciously aware of your own holiness, you place limitations on yourself from doing certain things— things God is not restricting you from at all. This means there is a missing quality that needs to be added to your life. The only supernatural life is the life the Lord Jesus lived, and He was at home with God anywhere. Is there someplace where you are not at home with God? Then allow God to work through whatever that particular circumstance may be until you increase in Him, adding His qualities. Your life will then become the simple life of a child.

Journal DJR

May 12, 2011,    Good Morning, Lord

The idea of moving past habits sounds good, especially in context of the end of the worship music today … But scary at the same time.   Because the habits have been the things that have kept me at least as connected to you as I am.   I’m afraid I would just wander off and go my own way without the habits to help me keep on track.   I’m speaking of the good habits … of course the not so good ones, I’ll take all the help I can get in getting rid of those.

A good habit like observing the Sabbath as I suggested to all my children seems so good and godly … or CO2 … But even those can become worshipped.   Consider the Pharisees and the fundamentalists of all religeons … they have elevated their habit above the relationships both vertical and horizontal and therefore violate both

Got it.   So you’re not saying to skip the Sabbath or CO2 or working out or …. Just to keep them in their proper place.

Yes,  As long as the habits are serving to promote our connection, they are good and may continue.   Keep them until you can step up higher.   That means following me thru connection, like John mentioned in 5:19

(Message) 19-20So Jesus explained himself at length. “I’m telling you this straight. The Son can’t independently do a thing, only what he sees the Father doing. What the Father does, the Son does. The Father loves the Son and includes him in everything he is doing.

(NLT) 19 So Jesus explained, “I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself. He does only what he sees the Father doing. Whatever the Father does, the Son also does.

Then, with that tight a connection,  all things that are essential will get done.   Dont worry about it.  When we’re that tight, you dont need a habit.    Remember you are to worship the Father, not the habit of however you previously found the Father.   The difference may seem subtle but it makes all the difference.    It takes practice, but focusing on connection, combined with instant obedience is the key to this.   Keep on coming.

“Love One Another”

May 11th, 2011 by Dave No comments »

. . . add to your . . . brotherly kindness love —2 Peter 1:5, 7

Love is an indefinite thing to most of us; we don’t know what we mean when we talk about love. Love is the loftiest preference of one person for another, and spiritually Jesus demands that this sovereign preference be for Himself (see Luke 14:26). Initially, when “the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit” (Romans 5:5), it is easy to put Jesus first. But then we must practice the things mentioned in 2 Peter 1 to see them worked out in our lives.
The first thing God does is forcibly remove any insincerity, pride, and vanity from my life. And the Holy Spirit reveals to me that God loved me not because I was lovable, but because it was His nature to do so. Now He commands me to show the same love to others by saying, “. . . love one another as I have loved you” (John 15:12). He is saying, “I will bring a number of people around you whom you cannot respect, but you must exhibit My love to them, just as I have exhibited it to you.” This kind of love is not a patronizing love for the unlovable— it is His love, and it will not be evidenced in us overnight. Some of us may have tried to force it, but we were soon tired and frustrated.
“The Lord . . . is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish . . .” (2 Peter 3:9). I should look within and remember how wonderfully He has dealt with me. The knowledge that God has loved me beyond all limits will compel me to go into the world to love others in the same way. I may get irritated because I have to live with an unusually difficult person. But just think how disagreeable I have been with God! Am I prepared to be identified so closely with the Lord Jesus that His life and His sweetness will be continually poured out through Me? Neither natural love nor God’s divine love will remain and grow in me unless it is nurtured. Love is spontaneous, but it has to be maintained through discipline.

Journal DJR
Good morning, Lord.
It’s clear that I cant love as you loved without your love empowering me. Oswald said that Love is spontaneous but must be maintained by discipline … That’s where us humans can be tempted to build a “religeon” and forget about the relationship … with you and the other humans that we are to love. Is there any way to not fall into this trap and continue to love you and love people as your 2 commandments say?
The only way is to stay close to me. That doesn’t mean in a building or even in a routine that you develop. But closely walking with me and watching me for signals on how to love in any situation. When you see the signals or hear the whisper …. Go for it. Act. Dont Wait. Obey my voice quickly. Then you will keep getting better at it. And dont beat yourself up. You wont get this perfected until you get here. But stay in the fight.

Take the Initiative

May 10th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

May 10, 2011
 
. . . add to your faith virtue . . . —2 Peter 1:5
 

Add means that we have to do something. We are in danger of forgetting that we cannot do what God does, and that God will not do what we can do. We cannot save nor sanctify ourselves— God does that. But God will not give us good habits or character, and He will not force us to walk correctly before Him. We have to do all that ourselves. We must “work out” our “own salvation” which God has worked in us (Philippians 2:12). Add means that we must get into the habit of doing things, and in the initial stages that is difficult. To take the initiative is to make a beginning— to instruct yourself in the way you must go.

Beware of the tendency to ask the way when you know it perfectly well. Take the initiative— stop hesitating— take the first step. Be determined to act immediately in faith on what God says to you when He speaks, and never reconsider or change your initial decisions. If you hesitate when God tells you to do something, you are being careless, spurning the grace in which you stand. Take the initiative yourself, make a decision of your will right now, and make it impossible to go back. Burn your bridges behind you, saying, “I will write that letter,” or “I will pay that debt”; and then do it! Make it irrevocable.

We have to get into the habit of carefully listening to God about everything, forming the habit of finding out what He says and heeding it. If, when a crisis comes, we instinctively turn to God, we will know that the habit has been formed in us. We have to take the initiative where we are, not where we have not yet been.

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May 10, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Lord, I don’t know about this lesson. I have encountered failure after failure trying to take the initiative in my life.  Every time I grit my teeth and commit myself to do a thing you have lain on my heart, I fail miserably. For years I thought that everyone else was managing to take the initiative and make changes in their lives …except me. And here I go again with one more lesson about how I am supposed to be able to take the initiative and add things my life. And I know from experience, I will fail.

And God says…”The line between initiative and surrender can be confusing.  However there is no confusion when you ask Me to take over your life. There is no confusion when you acknowledge your shortcomings in prayer and ask for forgiveness…… and for Me to change you from the inside out. There is no confusion when you acknowledge that you need Me in every area of your life. The part that is you is surrender……and surrender does take initiative. Acknowledge Me in all your ways and I will make your paths straight.”

Reaching Beyond Our Grasp

May 9th, 2011 by Dave No comments »

Where there is no revelation [or prophetic vision], the people cast off restraint . . . —Proverbs 29:18

There is a difference between holding on to a principle and having a vision. A principle does not come from moral inspiration, but a vision does. People who are totally consumed with idealistic principles rarelydo anything. A person’s own idea of God and His attributes may actually be used to justify and rationalize his deliberate neglect of his duty. Jonah tried to excuse his disobedience by saying to God, “. . . I know that You are a gracious and merciful God, slow to anger and abundant in lovingkindness, One who relents from doing harm” (Jonah 4:2). I too may have the right idea of God and His attributes, but that may be the very reason why I do not do my duty. But wherever there is vision, there is also a life of honesty and integrity, because the vision gives me the moral incentive.

Our own idealistic principles may actually lull us into ruin. Examine yourself spiritually to see if you have vision, or only principles.

Ah, but a man’s reach should exceed his grasp, Or what’s a heaven for?

“Where there is no revelation [or prophetic vision]. . . .” Once we lose sight of God, we begin to be reckless. We cast off certain restraints from activities we know are wrong. We set prayer aside as well and cease having God’s vision in the little things of life. We simply begin to act on our own initiative. If we are eating only out of our own hand, and doing things solely on our own initiative without expecting God to come in, we are on a downward path. We have lost the vision. Is our attitude today an attitude that flows from our vision of God? Are we expecting God to do greater things than He has ever done before? Is there a freshness and a vitality in our spiritual outlook?

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May 9, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

I wonder how I missed the parallel? For years I have been learning  lessons from trials and suffering. As my brother Dave said, turning to God out of need and staying there out of love.  And then lesson after lesson about living and staying in need totally dependent on God. However, there is another way to be certain of staying dependent on God, and that is having a vision so mighty, large, and magnificent that only God can bring it to pass.

And God says…”That is the lesson for today and many, many days. It is the lesson for your future. In trials you are totally dependent on Me because you can see no other way out or through your circumstance. With a magnificent and amazing….’over the top…’  vision you are also totally dependent on Me. As you travel nearer and nearer the vision, I begin to unfold more and more of it so that you stay dependent on Me looking forward to a vision and conclusion (s) that can only be accomplished by Me. Dreams and visions that can only be brought to pass by the Lord your God. Delight yourself in the Lord and I will give you the desires of your heart. Acknowledge the Lord in all your ways and I will make your paths straight.  Seek first the Kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you.”

Judgment and the Love of God

May 5th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
May 05, 2011
 
The time has come for judgment to begin at the house of God . . . —1 Peter 4:17
 
 

The Christian servant must never forget that salvation is God’s idea, not man’s; therefore, it has an unfathomable depth. Salvation is the great thought of God, not an experience. Experience is simply the door through which salvation comes into the conscious level of our life so that we are aware of what has taken place on a much deeper level. Never preach the experience— preach the great thought of God behind the experience. When we preach, we are not simply proclaiming how people can be saved from hell and be made moral and pure; we are conveying good news about God.

In the teachings of Jesus Christ the element of judgment is always brought out— it is the sign of the love of God. Never sympathize with someone who finds it difficult to get to God; God is not to blame. It is not for us to figure out the reason for the difficulty, but only to present the truth of God so that the Spirit of God will reveal what is wrong. The greatest test of the quality of our preaching is whether or not it brings everyone to judgment. When the truth is preached, the Spirit of God brings each person face to face with God Himself.

If Jesus ever commanded us to do something that He was unable to equip us to accomplish, He would be a liar. And if we make our own inability a stumbling block or an excuse not to be obedient, it means that we are telling God that there is something which He has not yet taken into account. Every element of our own self-reliance must be put to death by the power of God. The moment we recognize our complete weakness and our dependence upon Him will be the very moment that the Spirit of God will exhibit His power.

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May 5, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Right now, this morning, this minute, it is easy to remember that salvation and strength comes from God. Right now, this morning, this minute I am embarrassed my weakness….my fear and worry. Lord, I woke up wondering how to take the next steps in a day once again filled with uncertainty. And then you reminded me of Your prayer and the phrase…”Give me this day my daily bread.”

And God says…”Remember that your daily devotional is called, “Manna Today?”  I want you to have all you need very day. Your needs are met by Me on a daily basis because it is in the living of a single day that you can realize and experience relationship with Me. It is in the living of the “right now” experience that you can experience joy and peace that passes all understanding. Living in the present is where all the fruits of the Spirit can be found and you can actually live out and experience My promises. Your past is may be full of regret, the future full of uncertainty. Consequently I meet you right at the point of your need; the present. You will always find Me in the present… waiting for you.”

Vicarious Intercession

May 4th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »

May 04, 2011

. . having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus . . . —Hebrews 10:19

Beware of thinking that intercession means bringing our own personal sympathies and concerns into the presence of God, and then demanding that He do whatever we ask. Our ability to approach God is due entirely to the vicarious, or substitutionary, identification of our Lord with sin. We have “boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus.”

Spiritual stubbornness is the most effective hindrance to intercession, because it is based on a sympathetic “understanding” of things we see in ourselves and others that we think needs no atonement. We have the idea that there are certain good and virtuous things in each of us that do not need to be based on the atonement by the Cross of Christ. Just the sluggishness and lack of interest produced by this kind of thinking makes us unable to intercede. We do not identify ourselves with God’s interests and concerns for others, and we get irritated with Him. Yet we are always ready with our own ideas, and our intercession becomes only the glorification of our own natural sympathies. We have to realize that the identification of Jesus with sin means a radical change of all of our sympathies and interests. Vicarious intercession means that we deliberately substitute God’s interests in others for our natural sympathy with them.

Am I stubborn or substituted? Am I spoiled or complete in my relationship to God? Am I irritable or spiritual? Am I determined to have my own way or determined to be identified with Him?

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May 4, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Yesterday I was firm and focused with another believer Lord. Perhaps I was even stern and unyielding. He was torn about what to do, vacillating back and forth about his next steps. And while I prayed and continue to pray for him, Lord, I told him I could not work with him as long as he was vacillating, Lord I told him I would not be an option in his evaluation of options and that if he wanted my support for his decision (s) he would have to make a decision, stick to it and ask for my support.  I told him I could support him then, but was unable to move back and forth with him as he vacillated.

And God says…”He is moving back and forth unable to make a decision because he is afraid. His fear of making the wrong decision, fear of dwindling resources  are all basic issues of faith and trust in Me. He is in the boat in the storm and afraid to step out with Me onto the water. You have been exactly where he is many time. And you are right; you cannot help him until he makes the decision to trust me…..Faith means taking the right action even though you do not know the outcome. There must be risk for faith to grow.”

“Trust in the Lord in all your ways. Do not rely on your own abilities and understanding and I will make your paths straight. Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. Seek first the kingdom of God and all these things shall be added unto you. ”

 

                                                                                                                                

Vital Intercession

May 3rd, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
May 03, 2011
. . . praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit . . . —Ephesians 6:18

As we continue on in our intercession for others, we may find that our obedience to God in interceding is going to cost those for whom we intercede more than we ever thought. The danger in this is that we begin to intercede in sympathy with those whom God was gradually lifting up to a totally different level in direct answer to our prayers. Whenever we step back from our close identification with God’s interest and concern for others and step into having emotional sympathy with them, the vital connection with God is gone. We have then put our sympathy and concern for them in the way, and this is a deliberate rebuke to God.

It is impossible for us to have living and vital intercession unless we are perfectly and completely sure of God. And the greatest destroyer of that confident relationship to God, so necessary for intercession, is our own personal sympathy and preconceived bias. Identification with God is the key to intercession, and whenever we stop being identified with Him it is because of our sympathy with others, not because of sin. It is not likely that sin will interfere with our intercessory relationship with God, but sympathy will. It is sympathy with ourselves or with others that makes us say, “I will not allow that thing to happen.” And instantly we are out of that vital connection with God.

Vital intercession leaves you with neither the time nor the inclination to pray for your own “sad and pitiful self.” You do not have to struggle to keep thoughts of yourself out, because they are not even there to be kept out of your thinking. You are completely and entirely identified with God’s interests and concerns in other lives. God gives us discernment in the lives of others to call us to intercession for them, never so that we may find fault with them.

Journal DJR  5 3 11

Good morning Lord,

I wonder how far my sympathy for a person goes toward modifying your plans for them.   You know the end from the beginning and want the best for all people.    Obviously it’s best for me to pray in line with your best plans … that’s the point of today’s lesson … but when I dont and sympathy gets in the way … what happens then?

Remember the Israelites begged for a king.    I told them several times it wasn’t my best for them.   But they pressed on … so they got their king.
PS 106:15 And He gave them their request,
But sent leanness into their soul.        (and in the Message translation) …

13-18 But it wasn’t long before they forgot the whole thing,
wouldn’t wait to be told what to do.
They only cared about pleasing themselves in that desert,
provoked God with their insistent demands.
He gave them exactly what they asked for—
but along with it they got an empty heart.

My children are humans and I dont make them robots.    Free will remains.   Your best bet to avoid this “leanness of soul”  &  empty heart is to stay in tight connection with me and daily communication … then you wont wind up interceding against my plans.

The Patience To Wait for the Vision

May 2nd, 2011 by Dave No comments »

Though it tarries, wait for it . . . —Habakkuk 2:3

Patience is not the same as indifference; patience conveys the idea of someone who is tremendously strong and able to withstand all assaults. Having the vision of God is the source of patience because it gives us God’s true and proper inspiration. Moses endured, not because of his devotion to his principles of what was right, nor because of his sense of duty to God, but because he had a vision of God. “. . . he endured as seeing Him who is invisible” (Hebrews 11:27). A person who has the vision of God is not devoted to a cause or to any particular issue— he is devoted to God Himself. You always know when the vision is of God because of the inspiration that comes with it. Things come to you with greatness and add vitality to your life because everything is energized by God. He may give you a time spiritually, with no word from Himself at all, just as His Son experienced during His time of temptation in the wilderness. When God does that, simply endure, and the power to endure will be there because you see God.

“Though it tarries, wait for it . . . .” The proof that we have the vision is that we are reaching out for more than we have already grasped. It is a bad thing to be satisfied spiritually. The psalmist said, “What shall I render to the Lord . . . ? I will take up the cup of salvation . . .” (Psalm 116:12-13). We are apt to look for satisfaction within ourselves and say, “Now I’ve got it! Now I am completely sanctified. Now I can endure.” Instantly we are on the road to ruin. Our reach must exceed our grasp. Paul said, “Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on . . .” (Philippians 3:12). If we have only what we have experienced, we have nothing. But if we have the inspiration of the vision of God, we have more than we can experience. Beware of the danger of spiritual relaxation.

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May 2, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV

Lord, sometimes I just don’t get it. It seems to me that the vision Chambers speaks about is very close to being one of those spiritual “highs” he has cautioned us about. I am convinced and my experience  demonstrates that that when (and if) I see the spiritual vision you have for me, I am committed, energized and focused; just as You would have me. Based on my experience, and your word, I would be foolish to take action without the vision from You.

And God says…”That is exactly the point about waiting. Why would you take off on a mission or work in your life, without the spiritual vision? You already know that all your work is “unto the Lord”. You know that when you wait on Me I will make you strong and raise you up with wings of eagles. Why would you embark on any venture without My vision and the inspiration that accompanies it? The issue is simply- what to do while you are waiting….and the lyrics to the song resonate; 


I’m waiting on You, Lord 
Though it is painful 
But patiently, I will wait 

I will move ahead, bold and confident 
Taking every step in obedience 
While I’m waiting 
I will serve You 
While I’m waiting 
I will worship 
While I’m waiting 
I will not faint 
I’ll be running the race 
Even while I wait

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May 2 2011 Journal DJR
Good morning, Lord,
Vision is a word that is popular these days but I think we dont see it and use it with the quality and intensity that you intended. Otherwise we wouldn’t be so swayed and give up on our visions so quickly. I recently heard of Nelson Mandella’s description of his vision of freedom in his 27th year of captivity … it was a stronger vision of freedom than that of his captors, who were free to go home every evening, but returned to prison every morning.

I’m waiting 
I’m waiting on You, Lord 
And I am peaceful 
I’m waiting on You, Lord 
Though it’s not easy 
But faithfully, I will wait 
Yes, I will wait 
I will serve You while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting 
I will serve You while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting 
I will serve you while I’m waiting 
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

There is human vision and there is vision from Me. But that isn’t the point. Even human vision can be grasped strongly or held lightly. A lightly held vision won’t last through adversity.

What do we do to learn to grasp it tighter?

When you know it is from me, it helps. But that is not enough. If you know it is from me and it is for you and you know that you are committed 100%, live or die … then the vision will have pulling power. When you know it is for you and you are like the three Hebrew children in the fiery furnace … our God will rescue us, but if he doesn’t, we still wont bow down to you…

I’m concerned about substituting plain old bull headedness for this level of commitment to the vision … not on purpose but just confusing the two. Like the guy in the flood who you sent a boat and a helicopter before he drowned … sure that he had a vision of you rescuing him than was different than the one you really chose.

Yes, human stubbornness and commitment to a previous vision can cloud the new vision. Commitment to the status quo and the way things used to be and are expected to stay will prevent people from seeing and grasping my new works.

So staying curious and connected is still the key?

You said it.

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What You Will Get

April 28th, 2011 by JDVaughn No comments »
April 28, 2011
 
I will give your life to you as a prize in all places, wherever you go —Jeremiah 45:5
 
 

This is the firm and immovable secret of the Lord to those who trust Him— “I will give your life to you . . . .” What more does a man want than his life? It is the essential thing. “. . . your life . . . as a prize . . .” means that wherever you may go, even if it is into hell, you will come out with your life and nothing can harm it. So many of us are caught up in exhibiting things for others to see, not showing off property and possessions, but our blessings. All these things that we so proudly show have to go. But there is something greater that can never go— the life that “is hidden with Christ in God” (Colossians 3:3).

Are you prepared to let God take you into total oneness with Himself, paying no more attention to what you call the great things of life? Are you prepared to surrender totally and let go? The true test of abandonment or surrender is in refusing to say, “Well, what about this?” Beware of your own ideas and speculations. The moment you allow yourself to think, “What about this?” you show that you have not surrendered and that you do not really trust God. But once you do surrender, you will no longer think about what God is going to do. Abandonment means to refuse yourself the luxury of asking any questions. If you totally abandon yourself to God, He immediately says to you, “I will give your life to you as a prize . . . .” The reason people are tired of life is that God has not given them anything— they have not been given their life “as a prize.” The way to get out of that condition is to abandon yourself to God. And once you do get to the point of total surrender to Him, you will be the most surprised and delighted person on earth. God will have you absolutely, without any limitations, and He will have given you your life. If you are not there, it is either because of disobedience in your life or your refusal to be simple enough.

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April 28, 2011

Journal Entry for Today-JDV
 
 
Lord, thank you for the lesson….that whenever I even consider my own circumstances, it demonstrates that I am not surrendered to you. And that whenever I am completely surrendered to you…I just know you have my life in the palm of Your hand.

 I wondered where those cares went. It suddenly felt different to see my difficult circumstances and not feel compelled to bring them to your attention.  It felt lighter. Is this what you mean by life and life more abundantly? Living in the world, but not of this world?

And God says…”As you surrender your life to Me, you surrender your right, or what you have sometimes felt as an obligation, to be concerned about any part of your life. Life and life more abundantly is not about changing the circumstances of your life, necessarily, it is about living a surrendered life and trusting Me. When you do this you cannot worry. You will not even notice the very same storms that heretofore would stop you in your tracks. Trust in Me with all your heart and I will make your paths straight. Delight yourself in Me…and observe the desires of your heart all around you.”