A Windfall of Delight
Wednesday, November 4, 2026
Those who bless the world in the lifelong process of learning to ripen … are those who have mastered the art of sustained effort, infused with a surrender to hidden sources of grace.
— James Finley
CAC faculty member James Finley shares his thoughts on spiritual maturity as a form of ripening:
We ripen in holiness and spiritual fulfillment as we learn to sit in the sun of God’s mysterious, sustaining presence that energizes and guides our efforts, bringing us to realms of grace that are beyond, way beyond, anything we can achieve by our own efforts alone….
The lifelong process of ripening brings about a corresponding ripening of our ability to understand the fundamentals in a wiser, peace-giving manner…. As a person ripens in unsayable intimacies in God, they ripen in a paradoxical wisdom. They come to understand God as a presence that protects us from nothing, even as God unexplainably sustains us in all things. This is the mystery of the cross…. It does not mean that God prevents the tragic thing, the cruel thing, the unfair thing, from happening. Rather, it means that God is intimately hidden as a kind of profound, tender sweetness that flows and carries us along in the intimate depths of the tragic thing itself—and will continue to do so in every moment of our lives up to and through death, and beyond….
We might say that, as fruit ripens, it fulfills itself in giving itself to us. In a similar way, we do not undergo the transformative process of ripening for ourselves alone, but rather that our transformed presence might be a source of nurture to others.
Then too, there is the fruit that, in remaining unharvested, falls onto the ground and dies. The lesson here is in Jesus’s words, “Unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone, but if it dies, it brings forth fruit…” (John 12:24).
And so it is with us. As we grow old we realize that, in all we have been through, Love has been using us for its own purposes. And for this we feel immensely grateful. We know, too, that our inevitable passing away, in which we fall into the ground and die, is not the end of our ripened and transformed life. It is rather our passage into an infinite and deathless fulfillment. Saint John of the Cross [1542–1591] talks about a windfall of delight. [1] When fruit becomes very ripe, the slightest wind can cause it to fall to the ground. This is also true of us, and not just in the sense in which we learn to be undone and fulfilled in all the unexpected little blessings that come to us throughout the day. The windfall of delight pertains as well to our last breath, which we know and trust will send us falling forever into the deathless depths of God.
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The Dedication of St Thomas Abbey
a brief update and report
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Sunday, All Saints’ Day, we received and dedicated the Abbey. It was a beautiful ecumenical service, and a moving, hard-to-look-past reminder of the unity we share in Christ.
It was good to have Bishops Quintin, Wayne, Michael, and Beth with us, along with local Presbyterian and Methodist clergy. Together, we gave thanks for the extraordinary gift we have received from the First Presbyterian congregation and prayed for the work ahead as we begin caring for this place and making it ready to welcome others.
On this feast, especially, it seemed important to remember the people who had worshiped here long before we arrived, and to give thanks to the God who is faithful generation after generation.
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For those who haven’t heard the story, the Abbey was made possible because congregation of First Presbyterian Ponca City has gifted us their building. They have entrusted us with a place they love, and they did so because they believed in the vision Julie shared with them. She spoke of that in her reflections at the transfer of the keys:
At first, I thought of the Abbey as a dream, something I wanted to do. And only slowly have I realized that it is a calling, something God is wanting to do, and wanting me to cooperate with. It was in my heart only because it has been in his.
My first plans, if I can call them that, were for something much smaller and more manageable than where we are today. So, months ago when Father Stephen drew my attention to this cathedral, and encouraged me to come see it, I laughed it off as absurd. And even with all of Kay’s and Rick’s and the whole Presbyterian church’s hospitality and generosity, I struggled to believe this could be real. I tried to keep my imagination and daydreaming about this space in check, but God kept inviting me to believe this was HIS work and not just an idea I had.
The Abbey is dedicated to St Thomas, doubting Thomas, for a reason! For a while, I was in “I’ll have to see it to believe it” mode. But the generosity of your congregation was overwhelming. Finally, I had to give in and accept it. And then I shifted—into a new mode of doubting: “I believe, help my unbelief.” Truthfully, I’m still in that mode. And it’s right where I should be, I think. Because for me, personally, this gift, precisely because it is so beautiful, so generous, so unexpected, has turned into work—the work of letting God be God, the work of learning to let go of my ideas about control. It’s only when I’m in that mode that I can be faithful to do what I’m actually responsible to do, no more and no less.
It is not easy for me to speak so personally. But I am beginning to see in what is happening to me a promise for those who will come here. Some will have doubts much like mine. Others will struggle in ways I have never known, and cannot speak to. We will all have to learn to welcome them without pretending we know how God will work in their lives.
But before that hard and beautiful work starts, it is good and right for us to pause, thank God for his goodness and thank you all for entrusting this wonderful, holy space to us. We are so very grateful and our hope is to preserve and protect all of your years of worship and service in this space as we continue moving forward in the work God is asking of us.



Needless to say, there is still plenty to do and all kinds of unanswered questions. So please continue to pray for Julie and me, for Father Marc and Jamie Aitken, and for all who will share in the care of the Abbey. If you would like to help support the work or speak with us about ways of being involved, Julie can be reached at julie@orderofstanthony.com.











